★ rix ★
hi!
rix ➶ he/him ➶ dec 1994
trans, ace, bi
portorro + salvi
terminally crying over protagonists
i'm a trans guy who's been on the internet for a very long time (got on WAY too early lol) but it wasn't until 2018 that i felt confident enough to start interacting in fandom spaces. i want to make friends!!! but i'm still a bit nervous lol
my home situation is kind of not great, so i use fandom as a form of escape. i have depression, generalized and social anxiety, and osfed/ednos. i've spent time in psychiatric institutions as a result of these, and was medicated for a very long time. as of december 2nd 2020, i have a confirmed ADHD diagnosis that simply never went addressed, because we were dealing with everything else at the institution lmao
i'm sort of anxious and worry a lot that others hate me. i'm also extremely forgetful and unfocused. it takes me a long time to reply, so if you send a message and i don't respond, i'm either distracted, freaking out, or working
misc.
i'm either 100% obsessed with a fandom or i do not care. likewise, i either obsess and treasure a character, or i ... don't notice them. this isn't to say that i dislike them - they just, don't appear on my radar. at all. i apologize in advance
i have a job? and i'm also terrible at time management. this combination of things leads to me like, straight up ghosting accounts or servers. i promise i'm not disinterested! i'm either busy with IRL shit or i got distracted by something else. or i forgot. i'm sorry.
there are certain topics that i avoid because of how triggering they are. i'm not going to disclose them because i dont trust the internet with jackshit. but yeah
DNI if:
you're a conservative, transphobe, homophobe, etc.
you believe/engage in racist, ableist, ageist, or classist rhetoric. this includes insulting others for their physical appearance and intelligence
you're a terf, truscum, think that lesbians can't use pronouns other than she/hers, or support bi/pan lesbians
you call undocumented people "illegals," support deportation, or speak about issues of puerto rican statehood/independence without claim to the island or its history
you ship incest (blood and/or adoptive), any type of sexual/romantic relationship between a minor and an adult, or post/consume provocative/explicit/suggestive shit involving minors.
you age up young characters in order to write explicit shit of them
related to above, if you're an "anti-anti," "pro-shipper," or engage in that "live and let live" shit, ESPECIALLY if you're a whole-ass adult. are you using it to cope with trauma? lock it down on private and talk with your therapist, do NOT put it on platforms flooded with children and predators
"the age of consent in x is this/it was normal in that time period" i dont care !!! you're nasty!!!!
you think psychiatric wards/institutions are a cool au setting and have no background living in one
you take criticism of authors/content personally. i promise you it's possible to find something entertaining while acknowledging its incredibly harmful flaws
if you "reclaim" slurs on behalf of other people
fuck off if you ship:
megastar
endhawks
bakudeku
royed
vladdanny
sessrin
inucest
elricest
if i see you posting/consuming nasty shit i'm going to block you
main fandoms + fave characters
bnha (izuku, hawks, inko, miruko, aizawa)
inuyasha (inuyasha, sango, izayoi, kagome, rin, kagura)
transformers (starscream, bee, tailgate, whirl, skyfire, soundwave, jazz, rung, swerve, chromedome, skywarp, ratchet)
danny phantom (danny, val)
naruto (kakashi, naruto, gaara)
miraculous ladybug (adrien, marinette, kagami, the version of chloe that lives exclusively in my head, nino)
other interests
disability rights and disability culture, including representation, discussion, and celebration of disabled bodies and minds
US involvement in latin america with special focus on el salvador and puerto rico
the abolishment of colonialism in puerto rico
the intersection of disability and queerness in latinx communities
community-based, community-focused, community-led healthcare, education, and trauma healing
links
twitter
multifandom: @rixhawthorn
personal priv: @msgcrisis
thirst account (21+ only): @anorgasmicfruit
AO3: rixhawthorn